it's 17th april today . It's cold outside and i don't know what to do .. so i decided to write an article. :D haha . anywayz , there is alot of things that have changed , we can start with weather .. it's sooo great ! it's sunny whole days long .. but not today . hihi dunno why. :D hope it's cool tomorrow . then em , i have done homework 5 days in week .. OMG , that's not like me .. it was like crazy .. i haven't studied for 2 years and im still smartass. haha .. xD then i have been outside pretty much and that is pretty good because kids have to be outside xD haha .. omg my blog is truly pointless . Okay m soo i have changed .. im not such no lifer anymore (Y) GO SANDY GO SANDY! then i have been like so little time at computer . i have nothing to do here anymore .. i deleted my vampirefreaks and emocore .. and in other websites im on .. nothing happens :D and also .. i deleted like 100 people from my msn , that's great , i mean .. why should i keep some depressed emos and gays in my msn ? and no .. im not homophobe and not anti emo eather .. emos are cute.. it's just .. i have bad experiences with gays but emos are cute and i don't mean EMO like them cut themselves . i hate people who cuts themselves .. eww smoke instead!. xD lol . See .. i have changed xD whateverzz , i decided to be more social and get more friends . but i will keep my style ! NO I WILL NEVER CHANGE IT ! it's too pretty .:* i just love when people is glaring at me .. but sometimes im looking at them with a bitch face x''dd SRSLY , DON'T YOU HAVE TV AT HOME ? haha . then my friend Felicia <3 she filmed me .. and i am going to have my own video on youtube of my fail adventures XD haha .. i look pretty fail on them .. but nvm :P Then .. i am falling in love with new guy .. AGAIN geez why ? haha he's name is Alen and he is one of the cutest boys in my scool . what a cuutiepie. lolol . i miss summer .. so much and i have plans already. okay .. im talking too much .. see you soon .. Bye *-* <3
WEEEE, im finally normal again ! that means RETARDED. everything is great, everything is fine . :D xD lol i have stopped eating , but it's ok .. i want some cake .. give me ?
soo .. uhmm .. ehh .. wat ? i dont no wat to say anymore. BILL KAULITZ IS SEXY ! :DDDD XD anywayyyzz.. im tired of PERVS, 25 years olds who write me all the time : O 10 messages at day !? geeez what are you thinking men ? I ACCEPT ONLY FRIEND RECUESTS FROM NORMAL ONES , "EMO" OR "SCENE" BOYS ! ( not labeling , just naming ) not some old pervs .. from i dont know where .. i decline comments and friend recuests i get. so what ?
actually im cool and friendly, but srsly i don't really want some boooring letters like " hey ,how are you ?" or on FRENCH !! stop it please .. okay ?
Everything got comfused , im fucked up , sad , feeling that i don't fit here .. i don't have the person i wanted to be with, my ex .. my friends have forgotten me . i gonna forget myself soon , who am i ? what's so important about life ? why do i live ? I hate my life , i cant be like this anymore .. i don't have anyone who would tell me that everything is okay, music is the only thing that helps me .. i don't wanna exist . why does things have to go so fucked up when i've had so good things in my life , it does not help me , i don't want to be here i wanna be somewhere , where i am safe . I don't wanna be me i wanna be someone better.
I GONNA CLEAN UP MY FRIEND LIST. i choose by myself who will i leave there and who i will take away . okay ?